a new me…

given what i need

having all i want

accepting those showered on me

living life i wish

moving towards or forwards

leaning upon you

still a maze to me

finding the way out

certain? yes i am.

Hugging the smell of sweet haze

Longing for the kiss of warm lips of you

Wonderful sunny morning treats from the one I love

A smile of you carves on your face

Brings memories of my childhood

Of you singing lullaby to my sweet dreams

Missing the moment of me on your soft comfortable arms.

**missing home dearly.

Life is like a waterfall,

It will never stop flowing

Will never dry out,

The stream may run deep and shallow

No matter how it goes

It is still running

I have been living in this world for 21 years, not much and not less that I can say but I am really thorough with all that had happened on me and things around me. Tears and laughter, surrounding me all my life, painful and memorable experiences, it goes on with no end. Enjoy it is what I am doing now, as I have no power to stop or to hold things from happening. Matured me? It is still a puzzle for me to find out, but at least I know, I am living with no regrets.

Before the sky was even with you

Now it is no longer upon me

As I am lost in the middle of nowhere

Without the guidance from you

Somehow you were someone who always there for me

Now I have lost someone like you

Hard to imagine my path with you far from me

Struggling to have you back but,

I know it is hard as,

Your soul has been hurt by selfish me.

Sorry my friend.

so close together when im with all of you

life goes by

painted my life with all the memories

we created together.

no matter what happen, i will always take care of you two. as i believe there is nothing i treasure more than family love.and i know, both of you are my precious gems. jie will always love u two.hope both of you may live a happy life. never will i leave both of you.

looking into your eyes,

i saw a thousand lies,

when i hear u cry,i may tend to hide,

as i feared of u saying goodbye.

reality is what we always run away from

grasp of air meant a new lease of life

but can anyone run away from their memories of the past?

facing the future,preparing our path

nothing much we can do everyday

one choose to live happily, be it

one choose to dwell on history, leave it

be real, a word to myself.

Once upon a time, in a small valley, there live a
fish. Only one fish. Yes, she is alone. What’s wrong with her? Why she
wanna be alone? Well, nothing is wrong with her. Its just she wish to
be alone for her to think and analyze her current life in the water.
She really wished to know what is going on in her life as she herself
is clueless about it.
27th of March 2008
on this day, this fish finally found out that she is not really alone. She saw another fish at the same area same place where she swims everyday. She went to that particular fish and guess what, she actually talked to that fish.
Interestingly that particular fish replied her.
but strangely, that particular fish keep on repeating what she said.
annoyingly, she got angry and she went closer to that particular fish.
what happen next?
She saw someone who exactly like her.
Oh my fish!!
what was that? Its her own reflection on a mirror.
then she realize, what is actually wrong with her.
she is lonely, freaking lonely.
What can she do?
She wish to fly like those birds up the sky but she don’t have wings.
She wish to jump like those frogs on the land but she don’t have legs.
She think and think and think…
She can’t blame God for not giving her wings or legs..
coz God gave her fins which the birds and frogs don’t have.
At last, she know what is wrong with her.
She didn’t appreciate what she have, what she possess before.
Because of this, she keep herself away ,distance from others.
Therefore, she promised to God.
She will change, she will learn to appreciate and treasure what she currently have.
Today lesson
We must know how to enjoy our life and do not take things for granted.
We may be jealous of others intelligent or appearance
but we must always remember that God created each of us with differences.
Its our differences that made each of us special.
Learn to love yourself before u starts to love someone else.